Voices of Sadhakas

Bhairava's anugraha has got me closer to Devi's abode and my true self. Bhairava Sadhana has changed my life and brought a constant protection around me and my family. Heartfelt gratitude to Rajarshi Nandy ji. Sri Gurubhyo Namah🙏. I can't express anything but love and devotion 🙏

I have followed Rajarshi Nandiji for the last 3 years, and am thankful to him for granting us access to the profoundness of Shakta Upasana. I can feel the constant love and blessings of the deity. I even got some unexpected recognition, which can only be explained by Her divine blessings! I aspire to do more Sadhana, and I am immensely grateful to Rajarshi sir for his guidance. Pranam & best wishes!

Jai Maa Tara I’m in the middle of my third 16 Thursdays sadhana of Maa Tara this year. Along with this, Ive been following all the sadhanas from the videos for over a year, including Nitya sadhanas, vishesh sadhanas, Navratri and everything else. Before starting the 16 Thursday sadhana I was in a very confused state, stuck with no clarity on how to move forward in life and even work wise, materially also wasn’t doing too well. Based on Guruji’s videos I tried to follow everything to the best of my abilities and maintained strong faith in Maa and stopped worrying about what would happen and how. Just asked her for guidance and what’s best for me. In Aug-September this year things started to get better and by October everything has almost turned around entirely. One particular instance I wanted to share that - I received my largest ever payment in my life and on the exact same moment - literally not even one second’s gap when I made a transaction to offer puja at Tara pith for her Preeti and anugraha on 10th Oct. I’ve never been in a more relaxed state mentally knowing she is accepting my sadhana and have her blessings. In work terms, it seems like there is a strong breakthrough and materially also I am in the most robust position. As advised I do intend to visit Maa for darshan in Tara pith. Hopefully also meet with sir there on December amavashya. Feel extremely blessed and grateful to guruji for his guidance and maa for her kripa 🙏

A small blessing during my sadhana 🙏 Namaskaram everyone, I’ve been doing Bhairava sadhana for the past 1.5 years. Recently I took up a 1 lakh chanting of the Baduka Bhairava moola mantra. Every time I sit for japa, I visualize Baduka Bhairava as a little child sitting on my lap. One day, a friend’s family came to visit us. She has a 2-year-old boy. I asked her permission and sat down for a quick Pooja and chant. While I was chanting, her little boy walked over and sat on my lap. He then picked up the rudraksha mala I was using for japa and put it around his neck. It was such a blissful moment. It felt as though what I visualize every day had shown up in front of me. 🙏 Baduka Bhairava Namah.

I don't know what to say and how to put my experience into words I have done 41 days Bhairav Sadhana and I have realized that I haven't choosen to do his instead he choosen me to do not something changed in me but everything changed how I see my life I don't how to say this thank you will be less for rajashri nandini ji (guru).. But with all love gratitude surrenderence I bow to you Your not just the guru but the truth I look after to I hope this msg will find you with the grace of baba Jai maaa kamakhya Jai bairav baba - with gratitude Spoorthy

Good day , Pranam Rajshri Sir , I got to know you through Beer Biceps , then I listen more about you , way you explain things are in positive note . Started with Kaal Bhairav Sadhana , now more inclined towards Batuk Bhairav Maharaj ji doing 21 maals daily and 10 mala of Batuk Bhairav Mool Mantra and on Sunday 108 Maal of naam . It is now 2 years Nov 2024 started , almost 20+ lakh japas done This has changed my life , I am very happy , i feel blessed , i am happy Batuk Maharaj give power to do his Sadhna every day

My name is Robin, and I am originally from Amritsar, Punjab. However, I have been living in Noida with my family since 2022. In 2022, my father passed away, and during that period, I went through one of the lowest phases of my life—mentally, financially, and physically. It was an extremely difficult time for me and my family. Baba Batuk Bhairav Nath Ji is our family deity (Kuldevta), and He has been worshipped by our ancestors for generations. We also perform His worship at home, where we follow our family traditions and offer alcohol and meat during nighttime rituals. After my father's passing, I came across a YouTube episode featuring Ranveer Allahabadia and Rajarshi Nandy Ji. That episode deeply inspired me, and from that day onward, I decided to worship Baba Bhairav Nath Ji on a daily basis through Aarti, Mala Jaap (chanting His name with a rosary), and Bhairav Chalisa. Since then, my life has changed beautifully. I feel that Baba Bhairav Nath Ji has blessed me with so much, including financial stability, recognition, success, two wonderful sons, and a healthy life. I am deeply grateful to Him for everything He has given me.

3 years ago when i was 16 years old, Shri Rajarshi jis video popped up. Instant connection since then to sir. Later I got to know about sadhana he encourages especially Nitya Upasana of Bhairava Baba , have been doing that since then and I am very very glad that Bhairav baba entered my life only through the grace of sir. From someone restless, fickle minded and fearful i have been blessed to get some foundation and grace of baba to be able to lead a life in a more mentally, emotionally stable and moreover spiritual way. Heartfelt Gratitude towards Rajarshi sir and everyone who has made it possible. Jai Bhairav Baba Jai Maa Kamakhya Jai Maa Tara

Started my sadhana 3 years back and Bhairav Baba has taken alot of things out of my life, slowly everything that was harming me without me knowing be it friends, relatives or habits all are gone and in the process he has blessed me immensely. I thank Rajashree Nandy sir for showing me the path!!!

Rajarshi sir just pick our hand and give it to Bhairava and then Bhairava bhairava bhairava Eventually you will just be in straight path without any confusion. Its all Rajarshi sir 's guidance ....Thanks is a very small word.

I have started following shri rajarshi sir since 2023.His guidance helped me in my sadhana.hopefully one day I can join him in his activities and be an active member of kbuf team and do my part in dharma and deesha raksha.Jai MA Kamakhya Jai Ma Tara Jai Bhairav Baba

My Experience with Neelkanth Aghorastrotra As guided by Rajarshi Sir, I completed 24 recitations of Neelkanth Aghorastrotra for my daughter. My daughter is 16 years old and has been suffering from epilepsy for the past three years. She has been on more than 1000 mg of medication every day to keep her episodes under control, along with a sleeping pill at night as prescribed by her doctor. As a mother, I had almost accepted that this was something she would have to continue with. I never imagined that I would see a reduction in her medication. After completing just 10 recitations, her doctor reduced her sleeping medication and advised us to try for a few days without it. I honestly cannot put into words what I felt at that moment. Whether one calls it a blessing, grace or a miracle, I am simply overwhelmed with gratitude. I now wish to continue the Neelkanth Aghorastrotra for my daughter with the same devotion. Thank you, Rajarshi Sir, for being a guiding light on this journey of my life. 🔱

Namaskaram Rajashri Nandi Garu 🙏 I somehow got into your videos and wanted to start Bhairava Sadhana. Due to fear, I didn’t do it but I used to Jaap Bhairava Baba mantra. Few days later I saw Maa Tara video of yours and I started Maa Tara Sadhana and felt relieved from stress. During my worst phase of life MAA PULLED ME out. I did 16 Thursday’s sadhana and this is second time I am continuing it. I can’t explain but only I know how MAA has changed my LIFE. Now I am doing Bhairava Baba jaap , Target 1 lakh as you said. Along with Maa Tara and Maa Varahi. Kindly keep your blessings on US 🙏 Thank you Rajashri Ji for guiding us.

Dear KBUF Family, My journey began when I was first introduced to Rajarshi Sir through his videos and podcasts. Over the past three years on this path, my experience has been both profound and deeply transformative. It is solely through the grace of Baba and Maa, channelled through Rajarshi Sir, that I have been able to undertake the various sadhanas prescribed here. Sir often reminds us that the true fruit of sadhana is the inner alchemy the refinement of one's character and inner self far beyond material pursuits. Today, I witness this transformation within myself in real time, and it resonates with me to the core. Although I was born into a traditional Hindu family, I was never aware of potent spiritual practices like Anushtans that possess the power to rearrange one's Karma. Engaging in collective sevas—such as Annadhanam, Temple Cleaning, Collective Sadhana, and Vishesh Sadhanas dedicated to Dharma Raksha has brought an immense sense of fulfilment and divine joy to my life. I remain eternally indebted to KBUF for introducing me to the devatas of the Tantric pantheon, especially Maa Tara and Maa Kamakhya. I offer my deepest gratitude to Bhairav Baba and Maa for embracing me into the KBUF family. Through Sir’s guidance, I realized that one does not need to renounce the world to touch the sacred even while leading an ordinary worldly life, anyone can immerse themselves in spirituality and experience the Divine. Jai Maa Kamakhya Jai Bhairav Baba Jai Maa Tara

There are moments when words simply fall short, and my gratitude toward Rajarshi Sir is one of them. His guidance has touched my life in ways I could never have imagined. His guidance on Vishesh Sadhana, Nitya Sadhana, and the deeper understanding of what Bhairav truly represents, what Maa Tara represents, and the significance behind these practices has been incredibly beautiful. There is a depth and clarity in the way he explains these subjects that is difficult to put into words. Whenever I watch his videos, I feel like I could just keep listening to him. The amount of wisdom he shares comes from years of experience and lived understanding — something you simply cannot find in books. I was introduced to Bhairav Naam Japa and Rajarshi Nandy at one of the lowest points in my life. Looking back, discovering these practices felt nothing short of a miracle. For the past two years, I have been doing sadhana under his guidance. During this journey, I have undertaken Navratri, Maa Tara, and Kaal Bhairav sadhanas. My life has changed for the better in ways I could never have imagined. I am deeply thankful to KBUF and Rajarshi Sir for the work they are doing to preserve and protect Sanatan Dharma, and for helping people understand and walk this path with the right guidance. If you had asked me two years ago whether I would ever be doing these sadhanas, I would never have believed it. Even today, my eyes fill with tears whenever I think about Bhairav Baba’s entry into my life. I feel incredibly blessed and grateful for this journey, for the practices I have discovered, and above all, for the guidance that brought me to this path.

I recited Kunjika stotram 54 times on 28 August 2026 as per Nandy sir. I had experience of a divine smell. I had also made one request to Batuka Bhairav baba with emotions and bhakti, with the assumption that my ishta devta Lord Jagannath is Batuka Baba. It was answered in the most realistic way. Thanks to Nandy sir, I am slowly accepting reality and accepting in a happy way.Since I am from Odisha, Jay Jagannath to all.

I have finished Maa Tara Sadhana as instructed by Dada in Dec 2024 , then Dec 2025 and then did 16 Thursdays sadhana. I feel tremendous calm inside. It’s like a drug now . I do 7 malas everyday now and starting 16 Thursdays again. I was a regular worshipper of Batuka 3 yrs back and have picked it up again. Rajarshi ji you have brought a whole lifestyle change in me and I feel a deep sense of calm.

Namaskar to Dada Nandy ji 🙏🏻. As many have came to know about Dada through podcasts I am the same as them. I started my journey of Sadhna from 2025 of Bhairav Baba. The experiences have been Terrific to the extent that I have seen Dada multiple times in my dreams. One time he was reading my Kundali charts sitting at my home and one time he was making me Meet Maha Avtar Baba. The Sadhna Experience have also been Very pleasent and sometimes intense but it's was very beautiful from my perspective. As per my life situations, It has become worse and my living conditions have definately declined but I know for the fact that My Sadhnas are working with the grace of Dada. Even if things around me have been in a turmoil I am solely able to get through them through my bhakti bhaav towards Maa and Baba which have only increased with increasing difficulties And Dada has been the holding hand for me. Maybe one day I'll be able to meet my Mansik guru and if maa will be gracious enough dada will may mentor me personally. Jai Bhairav Baba Jai Maa Kamakhya Jai Maa Tara.

Greetings Sir, I watched all the videos on upcoming events you make for sadhna!!! I have done many Sadhna's you have given including Batuka Bhairav Sadhna, and Pratyangira Maa Sadhna... My life is changed since then... So so Grateful 🙏🙏May Maa and Baba bless you always 🌟🌟

My life has changed 100% after i began my sadhana ... I as a person cannot even believe what i was before this journey began ... Only devine blessing inspired me to watch those videos of Rajarshi Nandy sir at trs.

I CAME TO KNOW ABOUT MR. RAJARSHI NANDY SIR THROUGH YOUTUBE 3 YEARS AGO. IT WAS INSTANT CONNECT. I STARTED DOING THE JAPA AND SADHNAS THAT WERE GIVEN BY SIR. THE DOOR OF THE SPRITUALITY OPENED LIKE NEVER IMAGINED. THOUGH I NEVER HAVE HAD THE OPPORTUNITY TO MEET AND LISTEN TO HIM PERSONALLY BUT EVEN THROUGH THE DIGITAL MEDIUM HE HAS SHAPED MY LIFE IN UNIMAGINABLE WAYS. THANKS TO BHARIAV BABA TO BRING HIM IN OUR LIVES AND GUIDE ALL OF US OUT OF THE MAYA. JAI BHAIRAV BABA JAI MAA KAMAKHYA JAI MAA TARA.

My testimonial is about how the practice changed my life. Jai Bhairav Baba and pranaam to my maansik guru sri rajarshi nandy ji. "Home is a state of consciousness" said sir once.how true has that statement been or is in my life. Growing up I never had an anchor in my life that I came back to, sometimes a person, sometimes an academic achievement or sometimes a job hike were the temporary anchors that I came back to. Inevitably a lack of anchor in my heart and lifes unpredictable ways along with failure in dependant personal relationship brought me to a state of agonizing depression. 2022 was when I started meditating truly and 2023 was the first time I came across sir's name after my trip to kashi and since then keeping every bhairava experience aside ,what it has done to me personally is taken all of my emotional angst, grounded me, anchored me for life, gave me a solid support system . I did have some deep troubles even after I started my spiritual life journey with baba but In each of them ,everytime I remembered baba he filled me with uncompromising power ! Kaal bhairav ashtakam along with prescribed bhairava mantras of Rajarshi sir held me ,like nothing absolutely nothing could break me . It took away my fears , ofcourse like all of us there is moh or maya I do still have, but thanks to my baba - it is with very few things now in my life. Nothing majorly ,is more important to me now than sitting in front of my devata. Why ? So that- I know I am anchored,held and loved . Also, mentioning at this point - VISHESH SADHANAS by KBUF is a critical turning point in my life. I used to thoroughly enjoy vishesh sadhanas like one big grand festival ! It has definitely changed my life. To be an intense piece of life without running behind any goals ,to be home in my heart ! To know that life can break you but if bhairav baba is holding you- you need not worry about the damage! "A true devata will make you meditative" as said by sir is fact! To add to it - if someone is truly able to win even a little of bhairav baba's love -- he will even take away the physical pain one can have of a toothache or even a migraine for example. So I really thank, sri Rajarshi Nandy Sir, KBUF to make me a part of this beautiful experience.

My interest in Shiva was since childhood. Over years the interest was wayward. Nothing concrete, I wanted to read and know about shiva more than do any ritual. I used to read books, nothing from the shastra, normal books about shiva. Then it led to videos which led me to rajarshi da. I was introduced to bhairava in a very different way than all the books I had read. And i became engulfed in bhairava upasana from whatever Rajarshi da taught. It's been more than 2years I have been sincerely doing bhairav Jaap along with all the asthami. I am a frickle minded person. I rarely do one thing for 6months. To be able to do it for years without missing is an experience and change in myself in itself. This year I did the durga Navratri in April for all 9days and completed the anusthan. I have started doing the 16thursday tara anusthan. I have already completed 6 weeks. I was not a very religious person. I have never done any ritualistic puja myself. Though my family has been in ma mangal chandi worship for last few decades. I find myself way more stable, at peace and a detachment I don't fully understand yet. It's only because of Rajarshi da guidance and bhairava baba blessings.

I have been doing every Navratri sadhana that Dada/Sir has shared since the very beginning. I joined the group mainly for the Devi sadhanas. While I do fewer Bhairava sadhanas, my daily nitya puja includes both Devi and Bhagwati sadhanas. Every Navratri has had a profound impact on my life. The bliss, peace, and joy that Mahamaya bestows are beyond words. Whether it was the Kamakhya or Durga sadhana, each has guided me through different phases of my life, and I am deeply grateful to have received the opportunity to practice them as instructed. I am deeply thankful to Sir/Dada for giving me the opportunity to learn and practice these sadhanas in the proper way. His guidance has been truly invaluable, and I will always remain grateful for it. I sincerely hope a detailed Kali sadhana is uploaded in the near future. Above all, Bhagwati's greatest blessing in my life is my little daughter, and I thank Her every day for that priceless gift. জয় মা কামাখ্যা জয় মা কঙ্কালী

Sir, I was like a kite with a broken string (in the area of spirituality), drifting aimlessly without any direction. Though I was born a Hindu, apart from visiting temples and knowing a few prayers like the Sahasranamam, I didn't really know much, nor was i convinced to pursue it. Now, my life has meaning, and it is completely different. I feel truly blessed to have the guidance of you in my life. On Friday, the 24th, I even performed a homa by myself for the very first time as part of the Gupt Navaratri Sadhana. I am so grateful to you for teaching us how to perform it. Ever since I was introduced to Bhairav Baba through you, my life has changed for the better. Through you, I was also introduced to Maa Tara, Lord Muruga, and Maa Kamakhya. I am deeply grateful to you, Sir!

My heartfelt thanks to Rajashri Nandy for inspiring me to take up Sadhana, I found the courage to dig up some of my deep rooted traumas and not just face them, but eventually find a path out of it, thanks to Lord Bhairava. I do everyday Japa and someday I aim to do 12 years of unbroken Sadhana as Sir has instructed.

I have been worshipping Lord Bhairava and chanting His mantra for the past two years. About a month ago, something unexpected happened. One day, in my dream, I had the divine darshan of Goddess Tara in the form she is worshipped at Tarapith. Before that, I had never chanted Her mantra or performed any worship dedicated to Her. My chosen deity has always been Lord Shiva. One day, I came to understand that if one wishes to attain Lord Shiva, one must first worship Mother Parvati. At that time, however, I knew almost nothing about these spiritual traditions. Then one day, I happened to watch Rajarshi Nandy Sir's videos. That was when I first learned about Lord Bhairava, and I began my sadhana. As time passed, my devotion to Lord Bhairava grew deeper, and I truly fell in love with His worship. Gradually, I realized that to attain Lord Shiva, one must first serve His Divine Consort, Mother Parvati. And before becoming worthy of serving Mother Parvati, one must first become worthy of Lord Bhairava's grace and affection. Now, Mother Parvati Herself has blessed me with Her darshan in my dream in the form of Goddess Tara. For this spiritual journey and understanding, I sincerely thank Rajarshi Nandy Sir. Thank you, Sir. 🙏🔱

During the collective sadhana in Pune on the 28th, Google Maps unexpectedly took me to the wrong location, causing me to arrive late. Interestingly, that place was connected to a past experience which triggered a deep reflection. That reflection led to a breakthrough in my sadhana. When I finally reached the hall, I participated in the collective sadhana while carrying the energy of that insight, and it became a significant turning point in my spiritual journey. The Google Maps error felt unusually specific—I have never heard of anyone encountering such a glitch in that way—and I felt as though Bhairav Baba was guiding the journey. At the same time, as Sir has said in one of his videos, it is wise to remain skeptical about nimittas so I’ll leave that upto to you’ll to assess. Eternally grateful to KBUF for everything.

Rajshree Nandyji, was the guru who gave direction to my spirituality. Like many other Hindus I didn't know basics like nitya puja, the steps of puja etc. the concept of devta, misconception of miracle means devta. Because for such a Guru today my whole family - my 2 sons and husband are mantra dikshit. Rajshree Nandyji is my shiksha Guru and the catalyst to steer my whole family towards our isht. Nandy Sir's Brutal honesty, no claim of miracles etc really made an impression on my mind and fuelled my trust in him. I'm regular follower of him on WhatsApp and all the vishesh sadhnas of my isht. It's bhairav Baba's choice to have Rajshree sir as medium to bring clarity in minds of bhakts. 🙏🙏

Since my childhood I have a great attraction towards puja but no one was there to tell how to do my family was also not very pro for our cultural things by growing age I learnt from here n there I started doing my sadhana on my own but there was always something missing,my soul felt hungry always,then one saw dada video,I started following his channel ,I changed my sadhana according to his instructions... slowly I started feeling meditative during my sadhana n I realised what was missing...I have also gone through so many ups n down in my life but things bother me less n the intensity of lows have also decreased..I just want to thank Rajarshi ji..just keep giving your blessings..the gratitude that I have for you n your channel can't be expressed in words..

OM BHAIRAVAYA NAMAH. NAMASKAR EVERYONE, MY NAME IS KT,I LIVE IN DEHRADUN(UTTRAKHAND) AND IAM 15 YEARS OLD.THROUGHOUT MY JOURNEY I'VE BEEN ALWAYS GRATEFUL TO SHRI RAJARSHI JI FOR GUIDING ME THROUGH HIS VIDEOS AND THE INFO AVAILABLE ON KBUF WEBSITE.I HAD STARTED MY JOURNEY FROM DECEMBER,2025 AFTER SEEING HIM ON A PODCAST.EVEN BEFORE I HAD EVER SEEN OR HEARD ABOUT SHRI NANDI JI,I ALWAYS HAD A WISH TO WORSHIP BHAIRAVA WHEN I DID NOT KNEW A SINGLE CLUE ABOUT BHAIRAVA BUT AS THE DEVTA'S WILL I GOT TO KNOW ABOUT KBUF AND NANDI JI AND AFTER SEEING HIM I GOT A BOOST AND STARTED MY SADHNA.SINCE THEN,I'VE CONTINUED MY SADHNA NOT EVEN WASTING A SINGLE DAY AND WILL TO CONTINUE TO DO SO.

I recently completed 3rd Anushtana of 16 Thursday Anushtanas, and I wanted to share my experience. This journey has been truly transformative. Throughout the Anushtana, I experienced a deep sense of bliss, inner peace, and unwavering positivity. One of the most remarkable aspects was how quickly I began noticing the results in my life. More importantly, I felt a much stronger connection with my Devatha. My prayers became more heartfelt, my faith deepened, and I experienced a sense of divine presence that is difficult to put into words. I am sincerely grateful for this experience and the blessings that came with it. This Anushtana has strengthened both my spiritual practice and my devotion, and I hope my experience inspires others who are considering embarking on a similar path. With gratitude. 🙏

Namaskaram to Shree Rajarshi Appaji I belive Rajarshi Sir is truely an amsha of Shree Bhairva who incarnated and brought an huge transformation and upsurge of Dharma. Its his divine grace and the mercy of the Devathas that sir showed us a right path to connect to the great Devathas like Maa Durga. Maa Kamakhya Maa Tara and Bhairva Baba.. I first joined the telegram group when i was in class 10 during 2023.. I would egarly wait for every kaalashtami and Durgashtami.. When ever i performed the sadhanas provided. There was a very strange upsurge sense of calmness, strength, will power, Boldness, self confidence and most importantly for a person like me who suffered from trauma issues every thing would cool down mind wise.. Always Bhairva Baba and Devi would be motivation.. These Sadhanas are very simple and anybody can do it easily with bhakthi.. The results are terrific.. The upasana path that was shown like a path of light for the souls in dark by Rajarshi Sir is elixers of life. When ever im at my worsts.by the potency and the anugraha of the Devathas i have been pulled out immediately from those mental torcher to a zone of absolute confidence and solutions.. Many times whenever i felt the situation was done and dusted.. These Sadhanas have never failed in navigating me to a path out of blue by the Divine Anugraha . Not only these Sadhanas have helped me fight and conquer my mental trauma or illness of my pashu nature but have immensely helped me to evolve as a good student and to examine all situations to the core.. Its indeed our blessing that we are fortunate enough to do these sevas by the devine inspiration of Shri Sir and Lighten our lives...i would like to thank the volunteers of KBUF too they always treat everyone like their own family.. They have always helped me with correct guidence and have helped just like own brothers and sister.. When ever i attend the collective sadhanas.. It feels very very homely energising.. Thanks to KBUF team Shree Rajarshi Appaji..Jai maa Kamakhya.. Jai maa Tara.. Jai Bhairva Baba

My Spiritual Journey with Batuk Bhairava Sadhana – Guided by Rajarshi Nandy My name is Sreevalsan, originally from Kerala and currently settled in Bangalore with my family. I have been interested in spirituality and mantra chanting for several years and had been practicing various mantras on and off. However, everything changed in April 2023 after I watched one of Rajarshi Nandy's videos on Batuk Bhairava Sadhana. His explanations resonated deeply with me and inspired me to begin a disciplined and sincere spiritual practice. I started chanting "Om Batuk Bhairavaya Namah" with complete faith. Initially, my progress was slow. It took me almost a year to complete my first 1 lakh japa. By December 2024, I had completed 3 lakh japa. In September 2025, I had an experience that deeply strengthened my faith. Late one night, I distinctly felt an inner prompting that seemed to say, "If you want to see me, look at the wall." When I turned toward that particular wall, I perceived what appeared to me to be a luminous image resembling Batuk Bhairava. After about a minute, the image gradually faded and I then perceived the form of a fierce Divine Mother. Although I was initially frightened, I also experienced a profound sense of reassurance, as if I was being told, "Don't worry, Its Maa, I am with you." I understand that such experiences are deeply personal and subjective, but for me, that moment transformed my approach to sadhana. From then onward, I became far more disciplined and committed. Today, by Bhagavan's grace, I have completed: 10 lakh japa of "Om Batuk Bhairavaya Namah." 1 lakh japa of "Om Bham Batuk Bhairavaya Namah." One complete 43-day Kalabhairavashtakam Sadhana (30 recitations daily). One complete 16-Thursday Ugra Tara Sadhana. One complete 21-day Ashta Bhairava Nama Sadhana, chanting the eight names of Bhairava 64 times daily. Although I have not been able to perform the traditional Purashcharana in its complete form, I have tried to express my gratitude by serving and feeding children at orphanages on multiple occasions and by performing charity according to my capacity. Currently, my daily sadhana includes: 11 malas of Om Batuk Bhairavaya Namah 1 mala of Om Hreem Batukaya Namah 1 mala of Om Gam Ganapataye Namah 2 malas of Om Namah Shivaya 11 recitations of the Mahamrityunjaya Mantra 3 recitations of Shiva Gayatri 3 recitations of Sarva Mangala Mangalye Daily prayers to my Kuladevata At present, I am undertaking my second 43-day Kalabhairavashtakam Sadhana along with my second 16-Thursday Ugra Tara Sadhana while continuing my Batuk Bhairava mantra japa every day. Whenever I travel alone on my scooter, I often continue my mantra japa Om Batuka Bhairava Namaha, mentally or recite Kalabhairavashtakam. It has become a natural part of my daily life. One of the greatest blessings during this journey was the opportunity to visit Kashi. I stayed there for six days and visited Kashi Vishwanath Temple, Kalabhairava Temple, Batuk Bhairava Temple, and several Ashta Bhairava temples. Chanting Batuk Bhairava mantra in Kashi was an unforgettable experience. I also had the privilege of taking a holy dip during Maha Kumbh Mela and visiting Manikarnika Ghat, which left a lasting impression on my spiritual life. Over the last few years, I have noticed many positive changes in my life. After completing my first Kalabhairavashtakam Sadhana, I received what I can only describe as a double promotion in my professional career, taking on significantly greater responsibilities. My financial situation also improved compared to earlier years, and many positive opportunities came my way. While I understand that these changes may also be the result of sustained effort and God's grace working through many factors, I personally feel that my sadhana has given me the strength, clarity, and confidence to face life's challenges. Like many sincere seekers, I still have my struggles. Controlling the mind is not always easy, and distractions, including desires and restlessness, still arise. Financial responsibilities remain, and I continue to pray for freedom from debt, better health for my elderly mother, the well-being and good character of my children, harmony in my family, professional growth, and the successful resolution of ongoing legal matters. Yet, despite these challenges, I have never felt like giving up my sadhana. I remain deeply grateful to Rajarshi Nandy, my Maansik Guru, for introducing me to the path of Batuk Bhairava Sadhana. His teachings inspired me to move from occasional mantra chanting to a disciplined daily practice that has become an integral part of my life. ust wanted to add that last year I completed the special Anuṣṭhānas as guided by Rajarshi Sir. During the Chandra Grahan, I had a very intense spiritual experience and felt a deep sense of connection. Now, I am planning to undertake 1 lakh japa of the mantra "Om Hreem Batukaya Apaduddharanaya Kuru Kuru Batukaya Hreem" over 100 days, followed by its Puruścaraṇa. I would be grateful for your guidance and blessings. I continue this journey with faith, humility, and the hope that Lord Batuk Bhairava and the Divine Mother will continue to guide me, purify my mind, and help me become a better human being. Om Batuk Bhairavaya Namah.

Rajarshi Nandy ji is my inspiration. Last year i did the 43 day Kalabhairava sadhana he prescribed on youtube, and it was absolutely amazing and life changing. Now i am doing Batuka bhairava upasana.I listen to Rajarshi ji's videos/podcasts everyday and i am always so inspired and invigorated by his lectures. My gratitude for him is immense.

Paadabhivandanam at your Lotus Feet, Sir. 🙇🏻‍♂️ Before I met you, Sir, I was just another face in the crowd. You gave my life a new meaning. I wasn't truly living—I was merely existing, trapped in a monotonous cycle of earning, eating, and surviving, with no purpose, no direction, and no understanding of the true meaning of life. Before you entered my life, I didn't know who Kala Bhairava Baba or Maa were, nor was I a devotee of Lord Shiva. I never believed that miracles could happen until I stepped into Arunachalam. That sacred land transformed the course of my spiritual journey. It was there that I first had the darshan of Kala Bhairava Baba and listened to the Kala Bhairava Ashtakam for the very first time. Then came your podcast in 2023, which brought Bhairava Baba into my life. Every word you spoke began unfolding in my own life. I could truly feel that Bhairava Baba was walking beside me, holding my hand and protecting me whenever difficulties arose. Your book, Adhyatmikta – Explorations into Hindu Spiritual Practice, inspired me to take my first serious steps in Bhairava Baba Sadhana. You said, "If your sankalpa is pure, Bhairava Baba Himself will show you the way." With complete faith, I accepted you as my Guru and made a sincere sankalpa that, no matter what, I must meet you one day. By the infinite grace of Bhairava Baba, you came to Hyderabad, and I was blessed to have your Pada Sparsha. I asked you, "Sir, when will I meet you again?" You smiled and simply said, "Japa karte raho... He will guide you." Those words became the guiding light of my life. I continued my Japa and the recitation of the Kala Bhairava Ashtakam. By Bhairava Baba's blessings, I joined the Telegram group, where your guidance and the support of senior sadhakas helped me become more disciplined in my Japa, Anushthanas, and spiritual practice. The August 2024 Retreat transformed me even further. Sitting beside you for those three divine days felt like receiving the direct blessings of both you and Bhairava Baba. It was then that my heart firmly believed that you are an karanajanma, sent to this Earth to guide countless seekers toward Moksha through Sadhana. Since childhood, I have always wished to serve the poor and perform acts of selfless service. Through KBUF, you gave us an opportunity not only to serve society but also to cleanse our accumulated karmas through Seva, Annadana, and Dharma. For that, I can never thank you enough. It has now been almost three years since I became a part of the KBUF family. Looking back, I can clearly see how every step of my life has been transformed through your guidance and Bhairava Baba's and maa infinite grace. To me, you are the living instrument of Bhairava Baba's compassion. You came into my life when I was in search of spritual path, gave me purpose when I had none, and placed me firmly on the path of Sadhana. I will forever remain your grateful student. With endless devotion toward Bhairav baba,Maa and you sir B. Vamsi Krishna Jai Bhairava Baba. 🙏🏻 Jai Maa Kamakhya. 🙏🏻 Jai Maa Tara. 🙏🏻

After Being part of KBUF doing the sadhanas donating a percentage of my Monthly income to KBUF for Dharma. Lastly Rajarshi Ji Thank you for everything. 🙏🏻🙏🏻 Jai Bhairava Jai Kamakhya Jai Tara

This is not a testimonial. Nor is it experience of my sadhana. It is a honest heartfelt account of how Sri Rajarshi Nandy ji and Kamakhya Bhairava Upasaka Foundation - KBUF as we fondly call it, have touched my life. To me they are not different, both Sir and KBUF are irrevocably one, for KBUF does not exist without him. For a skeptic like me, that questioned ritual practices, having observed people from my family and circle perform rituals each day rendered meaningless due to lack of ‘heart’ in them, that seemed meaningless and empty to me. But after meeting Sir and being a part of Kamakhya Bhairava Kula , there has been a 360 degree difference in my life. Struggling with health issues , grief I was at life’s lowest ebb. Sir’s guidance and kripa has turned my life’s trajectory. Though my faith in devatas never dwindled over the years, since childhood, various sadhanas that I undertook imparted a new perspective to my life. I wondered if the life I lived before the advent of Sir in my life was living or merely existing?. It is my purva janma sukarma that I have been blessed by a Guru of his calibre. Ever so kind and generous, there has never been any pressure , monetary, dharmic or spiritual during my association with him. I won’t go into how long that has been but it has been quite long years.. I only wish I had met him sooner, started my sadhana journey towards my Ishta earlier and to this day I keep going back to what he said to me once . “How do you know that you have experienced what you have in this span of time that you would have had you started since your birth?”. Since then I firmly believe that what is meant for one atleast spiritually will come to them through sadhanas in the current life , starting from where they left off in the previous one. His immense practical wisdom stemming from his own beautiful experiences with the devatas that have blessed him abundantly , pour out of his words, golden nuggets to be treasured . All that is asked in KBUF is be true to your spiritual mentor and choosing one alone , initially atleast makes it easier to follow the path without any juggling and clash of spiritual practices so you are forced to acknowledge one in the end . That too possibly after trials and tribulations, unnecessary delays and hurdles in one’s path. The pilgrimages that I have been fortunate to have accompanied him to, have added a different dimension to the experiencing a Kshetra , that will remain etched into my memory and heart. One such to Tarapith totally obliterated my life , leaving me with an unquenchable thirst for Ma Tara, songs and poetry in Her praise and Her presence, augmented by Her 16 Thursday Sadhana, that I keep doing in a loop, She makes me. I have derived unasked for material benefits from the blissful Sadhana, that I do solely for Ma Tara Preeti. A similar experience was of Kashi Kshetra , I used to hanker for a darshan from the garba griha and Sir showed me the bliss of being lost in Baba KalaBhairava, sitting outside in His contemplation. The beauty and honesty is that he lives the advice and guidance he imparts , having joined him in Japa sitting in the precincts of Baba’s mandir in Kashi. I could go on… I should not forget that he has made me realise how much can be done in terms of spiritual sadhana despite battling health issues. His constant guidance and presence have made this lifetime worthwhile and believe it will continue along lifetimes. Being a true volunteer of KB Upasaka Kula, merely being a part of this unique family is of immense pride to me. May Ma and Baba continue to bless Sri Rajarshi ji with abundance , spiritually, materially for all the dharmic initiatives and endeavours that KBUF undertakes. It is a blissful and blessed journey of my life to continue to be a part of them. Sri Gurudevatabhyo Namaha Sri Guru Padakam Pujayaami Tarpayami 🙏🙏 Joy Ma Tara Joy Bhairav Baba Joy Ma Kamakhya

Rajarshi sir’s guidance and sadhana instructions have come as a blessing. I know there is a long way to go but something feels permanent now, which shall persist no matter the circumstances. Even a thousand lifetimes are not enough to express every upasaka’s gratefulness towards sir 🙏

I bow down to the devetas and My Master for making my life worth living. It's been almost 3 years , I have started Bhairava sadhana. Being an atheist to a theist the journey was a roller coaster ride. I started my sadhana by watching Rajarshi Sir's podcast, write up. Sadhana gave my life a direction. Made me strong to sail through the hardest times of life. It made me take the life as it comes. I was the one who don't know who is Bhairava, Ma Tara, Skanda.Not even knowing how to hold a mala. It changed the perspective of my life and whole me. Associated with KBUF give me an opportunity to do various seva like andanam, colective sadhana etc. Jai Ma , Jai Bhairav Baba

Namaskar. I worship Bhagwan Shiva and have been a moderately spiritual person throughout my life but I believe that the actual spiritual journey of any person starts only when a guide, a guru or a mentor enters his/her life and gives it a direction therefore my spiritual journey or any experience I’ve had is incomplete without the mention of my mentor Sh. Rajarshi Nandy ji. His appearance on you-tube and giving the magic mantra of “Om Bhairavai Namah” was not a co-incidence but a wake-up call for millions around the world including myself and that’s where it all started. His words were a magnet which not only increased my curiosity for devata upasana but my love for Bhagwan Bhairav increased manifold. My life ever since has changed slowly in subtle ways. Its been more than 3yrs now and I felt the effect of my sadhana in the first year itself but was not exactly able to judge or see what was happening inside me. But now the change I see in myself is so profound that neither me nor people around me can ignore it, I’ve become extremely calm, things that stressed me earlier have no effect on me, I’ve kind of become silent in a peaceful way. Earlier I used to control situations to get things done and in the process stress myself but now I just do the bare minimum and things just magically fall into place exactly how they should and I know there definitely is Baba’s hand in this. I feel he’s watching over me making things/life easier for me so that I can think about him even in the midst of chaos. Earlier my fav. Pastime was to learn more about how I can better myself in my work now its reading about Baba, learning Sanskrit so that I can read and understand his various stutis and sing for him even if I’m sitting in my office and even in all this I’m somehow doing exceptionally well in my work. My relationship with family/people around me has become better. There is no friction, no judging also maybe because I don’t like talking much now or trying to prove myself to anyone as I feel that in doing so, I may lose the calmness inside me and I would never lose it at any cost. I can go on and on about the inner peace I’ve found in sadhana, how Baba has protected me and pulled me out of the situations that made me uncomfortable. Initially like many maybe I expected something magical, some lights, some show…something…but now I laugh at that. How is "this" that I feel not magical, I feel free, all I want is to be with Baba and that’s the only thought that occupies me now. I don’t know what the future holds and in fact I don’t even care now as long as I’m doing my sadhana and as long as Baba is by my side. Charan Sparsh to my mentor Sh. Rajarshi Nandy ji. May his words continue to inspire many to the path of Devata Upasana, Jai Bhairav.

​With profound gratitude, I offer my shashtanga pranam to Rajarshi Nandy sir and the KBUF family. Three years ago, I was a lost soul—devoid of direction, motivation, or purpose. By divine grace, I stumbled upon sir’s podcasts, an encounter that fundamentally reshaped my existence. While I have always harbored a deep love for Lord Shiva, He often felt distant and unreachable. Discovering that Bhairav Baba is a direct manifestation of Shiva ignited a fierce determination within me to draw closer to Him. ​Commitment became my anchor. I meticulously followed every instruction, podcast insight, and disclosure shared by sir. This unwavering discipline catalyzed a profound internal shift; I evolved into a calmer, more resilient individual, accepting of life’s unpredictabilities. Today, my daily sadhana fills me with unutterable bliss, bringing tangible alignment across my materialistic, emotional, and spiritual endeavors. Engaging in KBUF’s noble initiatives, like annadanam and gouseva, has grounded me in deep humility. Furthermore, the 16 Thursdays sadhana acted as a divine intervention, alleviating my financial hardships and replacing anxiety with absolute peace. Reflecting on these three transformative years, my heart holds only one sacred prayer: across whatever lifetimes await me, may my connection to Rajarshi sir remain eternal, and may I always be guided to this path of sadhana at the very dawn of my youth. Jai Bhairav Baba! Jai Maa Tara! Jai Maa Kamakhya!

It was my lowest phase of life, in the highest state of TAMAS, where everything in life was unmoving. An extreme phase of depression where I was having thoughts of self-harm, and even tried to harm myself. I was not performing well in my exams, and there was zero progress in my life. I was living like a dead body, and being only 18 years old during that time, I was not ready to take that intensity of pain. The state of Smashana was invoked in my life, and maybe some past connection - Bhairava entered my life after invoking Smashana in my life. I have been watching Gurudev Rajarshi Nandy's videos quite often, but just for time pass. After my online class had completed, I went to use the restroom, and after coming back, A strange inner voice told me to get into BHAIRAVA SADHANA, all of a sudden, and after that moment, my mind was continuously chanting the nama mantra of Bhairava. The next day, I started my sadhana with a simple 1 mala, but I couldn't last for 2 days. I again stumbled upon the same state, feeling self-pity, depression, and an extreme case of anxiety. Bhairava didn't leave me. He, being a KIND guru, gave me some of the extreme realizations of situations, life, and with people around me, where I was forced, beaten, and pulled into Bhairava Sadhana. Guru ji told that ''Bhairava is the only deity who will pull you out from a night club and make you sit in a meditation room. '' - and yes, he brutally pulled me into the path. After that, I was consistent with the sadhana, and I had a beautiful experience quickly, and I am completely transformed now. From a weak, frail, and underconfident boy to a confident, determined, and happiest upasaka. Everything that Rajarshi Nandy sir told happened to me. I am eternally devoted to my Manasik Guru Rajarshi Nandy. (There are more things, but I didn't wanna make it too long. I have shared the overall gist) I am 20 years old now, and looking forward to continuing my Sadhana for lifetimes. Bhairava Bhairava Bhairava. Om Bhairavaya Nama. Jai Maa Kali. - Abhinav.

I started my Sadhana journey in 2023 with instructions from Rajarshi Sirs You tube video. Before that, I never had any habit of Sadhana or Upasana. I joined Sirs telegram group, and slowly started the sadhanas mentioned there. I started sadhana because I felt drawn to do it and I continued because the practice brought me a lot of calm. Overtime as my upasana continued, I felt a lot of rearrangement in my life and circumstances. This rearrangement has been a recurring theme for me . Sometimes its chaotic and stressful to handle. However, Whatever the circumstances maybe - positive or negative, the practice became my anchor. I have had so many experiences where i have felt supported, protected and guided during stressful times. I developed clarity to make decisions, Strength and confidence which I can never imagine someone like me having. There has been a lot of major changes in my work, my social circle, my priorities in life etc. Everything because of Divine Grace I have been immensely blessed and very grateful to be able to attend Rajarshi Sirs Bhairav Dharana retreat. Extremely grateful to have a Puja place to pray, be able to do the Sadhanas, to do Anushthaans, to have Kshetra darshans and blessed to be able to visit and spend time in Bhairav Baba, Maa Kamakhya and Maa Taras Kshetras. Life has become fulfilling. I love spending time in sadhana, decorating my Puja place, preparing for bhog, deciding what flowers to offer. This has brought me peace, guidance, support, protection, happiness, freedom and in many cases unbelievable miracles. Yes, I have my own share of confusions, weakness and issues, but whatever physical, mental or emotional state I am in, I feel the best after sharing it with my dieties. I feel closer and open to be able to convey all aspects of my life to my dieties. I feel lighter and supported! My overthinking and controlling nature reduced a lot. My lifestyle corrected and improved in a lot of ways. Also, I found myself equipped, protected and supported during uncertain and difficult times. Sadhana is not always joyful, sometimes its heavy, sometimes its a chore as well but it felt important to show up everyday, to have and build that connection and not by force, but by choice. This is the only area of my life where I dont feel the pressure to do anything or prove anything, that makes this even more joyful. This is a much needed practice of peace from my own nature of overdrive and ambition. Sadhana has been such an extremely personal area for me. My only goal is to always be grateful and worthy of this Great Blessing received Its like finally finding a major missing link in my life and I feel extremely grateful to Rajarshi Sir to bring this practice and to introduce Bhairav Baba, Maa Kamakhya and Maa Tara in my life 🙏

From being a complete lost soul without having a purpose in life, to serving my Guru and deities, I have found meaning to my existence. Bhairava sadhana has completely changed my life. Starting from my friends circle, to de-addicting me from many unwanted habits, to travelling to Kshetras multiple times a year. My anxiety issues are low, I don't stress about situations as much as I used to. My fears have gone down and I've had experiences that can shake one's soul. I've been able to live free, a life one can only dream of. There is a long way in my journey but I can proudly say that I'm sorted for this lifetime and the next.

Shri Rajarshi Nandy has been the most pivotal figure in my life. Its due to him that I started and persisted with devata upasana. Despite a few hiccups, his quiet presence inspired me to not give up and keep doing sadhana. So much so that it is now an inseparable part of my daily routine. KBUF has been instrumental in providing constant guidance through sir's videos and comprehensive instruction manuals. In addition, the foundation also provides multiple avenues for various types of sevas that supplement sadhana, such as annadanam, seva for animals etc The world of deities is absolutely magical. Once one starts sadhana, subtle signs appear everywhere. This in turn reinforces belief in them and inspires more sadhana. Shri Bhairavarpanamastu 🙏🏻

Rajashri Sir's guidance and my sadhana experience has made me feel that deities reside within us and constantly guide us by showing the reality as it is at every moment of life. Sadhana has made me calm, strong & shaping me to deal with all the worldly things which are anyway bound to happen. The fears are fading away and the faith is growing. Jai Bhairav Baba

I started Bhairava Sadhana more than three years ago after listening to Rajarshi sir’s podcast. At that time, I was at one of the lowest points in my life—filled with anxiety and fear about unknown future events. The bitter winter cold of -20° also played a role in making that period feel heavier. The day I began Bhairava Sadhana is still clear in my memory. For the first few months, everything continued as usual. Nothing dramatic happened. But after some time, things slowly started shifting. I increased my mantra count and my primary focus became only Bhairava. I began noticing moments of inner bliss and started looking forward to my Sadhana every day. Gradually, I became more disciplined. I started understanding people around me better. One of the greatest changes was that I stopped pressing the panic button in difficult situations. Everyone goes through ups and downs in life. One thing I learned from Rajarshi sir was: things may or may not change outside, but your outlook will change. That is exactly what Bhairava did for me. The outer world may or may not have changed, but the way I handled situations changed—in work, home life, social gatherings, and every other aspect of life. Another great lesson was that Sadhana is like a dangal (wrestling arena). There are many maharathis—many wrestlers stronger and better than you. Your job is not to compare or deviate from the path; your job is to continue practicing with patience, consistency, and hard work. One day, everything you yearned for in Sadhana will come in its own time. There is no shortcut. ॐ भैरवाय नमः Om Bhairavaya Namah